after the shock had set in.
at this time of the night
i'm so glad i am not alone.
at least there's someone to hear me out.
to help me analyse the situation
to let me see what is going on so much clearer.
i am hurt,
no doubts about it.
but i guess i'll be able to understand.
i realised i don't blame him.
deep down,
i understand where he's coming from.
but i still have the right to being hurt and upset.
when things are settled,
i hope everything will be fine.
maybe things will never be the same
but we'll just have to wait till then and see.
i don't know whether i would have misplaced the trust.
but i guess i should take a risk.
take a break,
and evaluate what is going on.
i feel so much better now.
:)
